SIRO-1707 Amateur individual shooting, posting. 510

I went out to AV. That in itself is nothing more and nothing less. It doesn’t matter if you can tell people or not. First of all, I really don’t care about people’s eyes. Noisy surroundings. Always noisy. I’m not bothering you, so please leave me alone. It’s been that way for everyone since ancient times. For the time being, my parents told me to at least keep a high school diploma, and I managed to graduate from high school, but the teachers who care about me are annoying, and I can’t keep up with the annoyance of girls of the same age who are flirting with me. I thought about how much easier it would be to just work part-time, and thought about quitting many times. I think I was probably floating in class. If someone asks me why I’m alive, I’ll answer ‘for self-fulfillment’, and if someone asks me what kind of person I am, I’m a part-time worker and I’m not a student. I don’t have a ′′ title ′′ to do. What can I say, I live my life naturally. In order not to lose what I think, what I want to convey, and what I want to say, I live by respecting my sensitivity every day. “Being involved in society and living” has suddenly changed from “means” to “purpose”. I feel nothing because my identity does not exist where they are looking. So don’t be rude and leave me alone.